.Tuesday, May 4, 2010 ' 8:38 PM
so reluctant to go for work, dragging myself to go.
today is the first time i went work whereby the bus is really packed with people.
so many people until they machiam dont have eyes, although im short
but they kept pushing me around, banging me. Wad the hell, nvm i relax.
when working, i did a veh big mistake -.- my collegue was like veh angry.
but i hackcare, that's nothing i can do mahs. Mistake not as if people won't make.
i hate work, i hate everything. And slowly i hate everyone over there.
all from angels become devil again, now knew them almost one month.
their attitude everything temper also come out, then i think my turn to come out too :]
i secretly went to my blog, and i recieved a email that im given the first warning of
entering my own website during work time. Lol, i wonder how they caught me -.-
totally no freedom, and they really sux. So people, dont stress me. Im going mad soon.
went poineer mall alone just now, brought myself a dress.
and bubble tea for meimei and my dearest mum :] im tired, showering soon.
you know how you broke me, but maybe you want to know.
or maybe you just don't care, But i really do.
you have been a mirage to me for these few years.
and i know what i have done seems veh stupid.
and now im finally close enough to realise that you are not there.
the place that you never really been there before.
i keep on finding myself in these different situations with my heart.
even when i know that at the end of this road taveled im going to be broken.
if im born a man, i wouldnt be so stupid with my heart anymore :]
today is the first time i went work whereby the bus is really packed with people.
so many people until they machiam dont have eyes, although im short
but they kept pushing me around, banging me. Wad the hell, nvm i relax.
when working, i did a veh big mistake -.- my collegue was like veh angry.
but i hackcare, that's nothing i can do mahs. Mistake not as if people won't make.
i hate work, i hate everything. And slowly i hate everyone over there.
all from angels become devil again, now knew them almost one month.
their attitude everything temper also come out, then i think my turn to come out too :]
i secretly went to my blog, and i recieved a email that im given the first warning of
entering my own website during work time. Lol, i wonder how they caught me -.-
totally no freedom, and they really sux. So people, dont stress me. Im going mad soon.
went poineer mall alone just now, brought myself a dress.
and bubble tea for meimei and my dearest mum :] im tired, showering soon.
you know how you broke me, but maybe you want to know.
or maybe you just don't care, But i really do.
you have been a mirage to me for these few years.
and i know what i have done seems veh stupid.
and now im finally close enough to realise that you are not there.
the place that you never really been there before.
i keep on finding myself in these different situations with my heart.
even when i know that at the end of this road taveled im going to be broken.
if im born a man, i wouldnt be so stupid with my heart anymore :]
