.Monday, May 3, 2010 ' 8:10 PM
i have a veh serious sickness, i dont even know when am i going bid this world goodbye.
but i promise i will cherish whatever i have for time being, time left isn't much.
no one knows what happen :] even my close friend doesn't know anything.
everything will be kept inside my heart, it's not for sharing.
the day i pass away will be the day im forgiving all those who hurted me.
because no point bringing hates into a coffin, and bury with it.
i used it to exchange your love, but did you cherish it?
im fat, im short, im ugly. This is the facts, i know. But stop repeating.
it will hurt me. Im the one taking in the words but not you.
but i promise i will cherish whatever i have for time being, time left isn't much.
no one knows what happen :] even my close friend doesn't know anything.
everything will be kept inside my heart, it's not for sharing.
the day i pass away will be the day im forgiving all those who hurted me.
because no point bringing hates into a coffin, and bury with it.
i used it to exchange your love, but did you cherish it?
im fat, im short, im ugly. This is the facts, i know. But stop repeating.
it will hurt me. Im the one taking in the words but not you.
went for work with a Fucking shag mood, because i knew there's nothing for me to do.
and yeah im right, from 10.20am onwards im free all the way till 1pm plus.
i Fucking detest them all, treated me as invisible uh.
people should jealous im veh free right, but i dont like.
because i have the feeling that i will doze off anytime, and i dont want.
and Fucking throw temper everywhere, but they dont know im angry uh.
dont want make things difficult for them too, controlled everything.
watch people walking in and out of the office -.- my eyes veh tired, lol.
alright, end off here. Days for me is really getting harder.
no one understands me, even you!
and yeah im right, from 10.20am onwards im free all the way till 1pm plus.
i Fucking detest them all, treated me as invisible uh.
people should jealous im veh free right, but i dont like.
because i have the feeling that i will doze off anytime, and i dont want.
and Fucking throw temper everywhere, but they dont know im angry uh.
dont want make things difficult for them too, controlled everything.
watch people walking in and out of the office -.- my eyes veh tired, lol.
alright, end off here. Days for me is really getting harder.
no one understands me, even you!
now i finally understand that, no matter how much you wanna trust that person.
he/she will sure doing something wrong to make you lost trust again.
and that's me now :] Thanks uh, and veh powerful lahs.
thought by keeping you all the time by my side, you will slightly change just for me.
but you never, and the history repeated again. This time, the pain isn't veh deep.
just let me know how can i give my trust to you again.
and you wouldnt be understanding than i thought, wanna quarrel with me just for little stuff.
kkays. i dont want find trouble anymore, freedom it's all yours now (:
every little things you did,
will cheer me up.
but you never, you added more injuries into it.
he/she will sure doing something wrong to make you lost trust again.
and that's me now :] Thanks uh, and veh powerful lahs.
thought by keeping you all the time by my side, you will slightly change just for me.
but you never, and the history repeated again. This time, the pain isn't veh deep.
just let me know how can i give my trust to you again.
and you wouldnt be understanding than i thought, wanna quarrel with me just for little stuff.
kkays. i dont want find trouble anymore, freedom it's all yours now (:
every little things you did,
will cheer me up.
but you never, you added more injuries into it.
