.Friday, May 21, 2010 ' 9:11 PM
woke up early in the morning, mum told me a bad news.
my phone bill cause me $400 plus, because of the internet i went in using my handphone.
ask me to pay myself, early in the morning still half awake and heart start to ache. Damn!
worked 1 month for nothing, money flew into Singtel's pocket. Thanks to them.
sucking people's hard earn money, Fuck them upside down.
imagine went work kena scold this and that. Yeah, my life is Fucking in a Chaos now.
my work is killing me now, getting harder and harder. I cannot take it further already.
i start to hate my life even more, just hope im able to back to my Secondary life which is
so damn impossible. Final wish is all i want, having a gathering before im oversea.
whether am i still in this world, it doesn't matter anymore ;
knew that you are sick, so better takecare of yourself.
just wanna let you know no matter are you sick or whad, i will be there.
but this time i couldn't. When you are sick, you didnt even bother to tell me.
if touch wood anything happened to you and i dontknow anything, will i feel happy?
perhaps to you it doesn't matter anyway whether i know or not, i cannot fly to your place
and takecare of you. But still at least tell me and let me feel better, just wanna concern you more.
just let me know the effort i put in isn't enough? Just let me know, coming to 5 years of knowing
you how much you mean to me guess you should know. But still, if your heart no longer
got a single space for me. Just leave, stop appearing infront of me.
anyway, soon im away from here :] it doesnt hurt long. It shall heal fast, i supposed.
but lastly still, my heart never changed. I swear, no one can replace you in my heart.
i just need you veh badly,
im feeling veh low this few days.
im going in coma soon.
my phone bill cause me $400 plus, because of the internet i went in using my handphone.
ask me to pay myself, early in the morning still half awake and heart start to ache. Damn!
worked 1 month for nothing, money flew into Singtel's pocket. Thanks to them.
sucking people's hard earn money, Fuck them upside down.
imagine went work kena scold this and that. Yeah, my life is Fucking in a Chaos now.
my work is killing me now, getting harder and harder. I cannot take it further already.
i start to hate my life even more, just hope im able to back to my Secondary life which is
so damn impossible. Final wish is all i want, having a gathering before im oversea.
whether am i still in this world, it doesn't matter anymore ;
knew that you are sick, so better takecare of yourself.
just wanna let you know no matter are you sick or whad, i will be there.
but this time i couldn't. When you are sick, you didnt even bother to tell me.
if touch wood anything happened to you and i dontknow anything, will i feel happy?
perhaps to you it doesn't matter anyway whether i know or not, i cannot fly to your place
and takecare of you. But still at least tell me and let me feel better, just wanna concern you more.
just let me know the effort i put in isn't enough? Just let me know, coming to 5 years of knowing
you how much you mean to me guess you should know. But still, if your heart no longer
got a single space for me. Just leave, stop appearing infront of me.
anyway, soon im away from here :] it doesnt hurt long. It shall heal fast, i supposed.
but lastly still, my heart never changed. I swear, no one can replace you in my heart.
i just need you veh badly,
im feeling veh low this few days.
im going in coma soon.
