
Hellooooo readers ]: Perhaps your are wondering why did i put a sad face Yeah?
because since one month ago i never really understand what's laughter all about.
1 week, only one day i will be laughing. Rest of the 6 days i guess im all along lonely.
what is friends for? Think back the past, friends i needed 10 fingers to count.
now less than 5 fingers i can simply count how many friends i have left.
everyday having headache, while having headache im thinking of so many things.
im just simply very fucking stressup, looking forward for next friday pub.
gonna drink drank drunk and forget whatever things, perhaps its just one day of forgetting
i will still choose to have it, rather than 12 hours thinking of so many things.
i was fucking just so stress up but who was there for me, hahaha there's no one.
all busy doing own things, who can i turn to? Yeah it's only myself.
yesterday my fucking bone is aching again, mum was beside me helping me to rub.
thanks mummy, always my bones pain. You will be there to apply medical oil on me.
no matter You are very tired anot, You will never fail to standby me.
bone ache till im unable to sleep, due to i was really very very tired.
although it hurts i still force myself to sleep because i still have work today.
and yeah, i was lost on my way to work -.- walked like 2.4km couldnt find my work place.
called daddy for help, daddy chiong out from office just to bring me back to work.
thanks daddy, if not my leg is really gonna broke down immediately already.
actually i didnt lost my way is that i walked too much over my office, it's super over!
work was not very fine one, i couldnt understand and very hard to communicate with
my colleague. Our language doesn't match at all, one duck one chicken.
had one bun for lunch, head was really bursting and very stress about work and other private things.
All the pain im going through who really understand it?
when im feeling very low, how much i need You by my side.
either You are busy with your things or hackcare.
in the past You say i wasn't auto at all and full of alot of things.
i changed. I changed to become more auto so that we would then last.
things don't change, i trust You i really do. Even i knew or saw anything
i still forgive You, why? You can simply ask yourself this question.
3 words to describe it because [ i love You ] It's just simple as that.
i texted, i called, i do everything what i can do.
sometime no reply, no answer. I was waiting for You to tag my blog.
but You didn't. But You tag others, i won't angry. Erm, yeah this is part of life bah.
due to something i gtg now, i seldom write so long already so yeah :]
im tearing for the moment, goodnight guys., Fattywhale love everyone!
how i wish everything
always turn out the way i want ;