.Saturday, October 23, 2010 ' 9:38 AM
Those night You cannot sleep?
Well maybe You are awake in someone's dream.
Hello, i'm back for blogging (: bet that yeah no one missed me.
my work is slightly improving, at least i never being scolded by my manager already.
end of this month hopefully im able to confirmed by company & end of year im able to get bonus =X
who don't like $ uh? Haha, anyway i will be taking away my tagbox soon.
since no one even taking effort to tag me, this blog shall be my personal reading dairy :]
everyday work, i'm like so boring uh. Only always looking forward to Sunday.
it's the only day that everyone will see Christine with the best smile.
think of closing this blog, but to me all the past is still as important so i will not ever close it.
lifes have been changing everyday, the people whom are important to me.
im gonna slowly let it go, time will stop everything including the pain im taking right now.
Isn't Love, was only use to be
i don't deny that i think about You all the time.
i knew that You don't, but i still love You so much.
everyone can scold me a fool, a dumb, a hopeless bitch, a worthless slut.
i don't mind, because he is the the one letting me understand what's love.
but soon, im not gonna take it anymore.
i don't like empty promises, i don't like my boy care others more than me.
if i really love him, i should really let him go. Let him find other girl that can make him changed.
he knows what a person am i, his trying to take everything for granted.
why am i so daring to write all this in my blog?
because he never step into my blog anymore, all he knows was facebook & dota.
he totally neglected that i have a blog, all my happiness & unhappiness was here.
if i really love You, i should really let You go this time round.
hopefully i guess when the next time You read this blog, we're no longer together.
and i don't know when is the next time You gonna read my blog anymore.
perhaps years later, perhaps no more next time ;
my work is slightly improving, at least i never being scolded by my manager already.
end of this month hopefully im able to confirmed by company & end of year im able to get bonus =X
who don't like $ uh? Haha, anyway i will be taking away my tagbox soon.
since no one even taking effort to tag me, this blog shall be my personal reading dairy :]
everyday work, i'm like so boring uh. Only always looking forward to Sunday.
it's the only day that everyone will see Christine with the best smile.
think of closing this blog, but to me all the past is still as important so i will not ever close it.
lifes have been changing everyday, the people whom are important to me.
im gonna slowly let it go, time will stop everything including the pain im taking right now.
Isn't Love, was only use to be
i don't deny that i think about You all the time.
i knew that You don't, but i still love You so much.
everyone can scold me a fool, a dumb, a hopeless bitch, a worthless slut.
i don't mind, because he is the the one letting me understand what's love.
but soon, im not gonna take it anymore.
i don't like empty promises, i don't like my boy care others more than me.
if i really love him, i should really let him go. Let him find other girl that can make him changed.
he knows what a person am i, his trying to take everything for granted.
why am i so daring to write all this in my blog?
because he never step into my blog anymore, all he knows was facebook & dota.
he totally neglected that i have a blog, all my happiness & unhappiness was here.
if i really love You, i should really let You go this time round.
hopefully i guess when the next time You read this blog, we're no longer together.
and i don't know when is the next time You gonna read my blog anymore.
perhaps years later, perhaps no more next time ;
nothing was beautiful
& everything hurts ;
& everything hurts ;
