.Wednesday, October 13, 2010 ' 4:47 PM
When I say I wanted to give up,
I really mean it this time.
I really mean it this time.
I'm a human but not a dog
I'm feeling so super tired to repeat so many complains.
while being with You, i felt so happy than anyone else.
because your silly smiles and act cute face cheers me up for every time i seen it.
but perhaps it's time for me to use to it that You aren't there anymore.
I'm facing family problems, where are You? I text-ed You, You don't even reply me.
I can only cry to sleep, every Sunday we are supposed to meet out.
but You can just bloody dragged the time till like in the late afternoon.
ended up quarrel, I'm like facing all the blames again?
when will all the devil disappear and angel coming into my life?
I'm feeling so damn terrible inside that i rather choose not to live anymore.
no one understands me, really. If one day, i'm really gone. Who would realize it?
Fucking work stressed me up
having family problems, i should love office more than staying at home.
now i was all wrong, i rather stay outside man. Lol.
no work, is the best time i ever had. That's why i'm always looking forward to only Sunday.
the people here sux to the max, attitude problem same as me uh.
but what, sometime things i haven never done before yet they assume i know uh?
keep kaobei kaobu. I will ask them to find people to take over me soon.
I'm finding jobs now, any lobang anyone? Introduce it to me man.
I'm dying soon in this freak company. Why do my life sux more than other people that much?
I'm just sibei suay, lol. Down in family, down in relationship and guess next coming up is friendship.
and soon I'm going off down inside the coffin.
sometime i think about the past
and i fall apart inside ;
I'm feeling so super tired to repeat so many complains.
while being with You, i felt so happy than anyone else.
because your silly smiles and act cute face cheers me up for every time i seen it.
but perhaps it's time for me to use to it that You aren't there anymore.
I'm facing family problems, where are You? I text-ed You, You don't even reply me.
I can only cry to sleep, every Sunday we are supposed to meet out.
but You can just bloody dragged the time till like in the late afternoon.
ended up quarrel, I'm like facing all the blames again?
when will all the devil disappear and angel coming into my life?
I'm feeling so damn terrible inside that i rather choose not to live anymore.
no one understands me, really. If one day, i'm really gone. Who would realize it?
Fucking work stressed me up
having family problems, i should love office more than staying at home.
now i was all wrong, i rather stay outside man. Lol.
no work, is the best time i ever had. That's why i'm always looking forward to only Sunday.
the people here sux to the max, attitude problem same as me uh.
but what, sometime things i haven never done before yet they assume i know uh?
keep kaobei kaobu. I will ask them to find people to take over me soon.
I'm finding jobs now, any lobang anyone? Introduce it to me man.
I'm dying soon in this freak company. Why do my life sux more than other people that much?
I'm just sibei suay, lol. Down in family, down in relationship and guess next coming up is friendship.
and soon I'm going off down inside the coffin.
sometime i think about the past
and i fall apart inside ;
