.Thursday, November 18, 2010 ' 5:25 AM
Sometime,
I just need someone to talk to.
The man i would marry
1. someone who thinks I'm pretty even if i have no makeup on & even if my hair is messy.
2. someone who will play with my hair while I'm lying down on his tights.
3. someone who will give me a back and head massage whenever i feel pressured and stressed.
4. someone who will buy my comfort food whenever i feel bad.
5. someone who treat me right.
6. someone who could get along with my family and friends.
7. someone who will not think I'm stupid.
8. someone's who's very responsible to take care of me and my family.
9. someone who will spoil me.
10. someone promise to love & never hurt me.
I have screwed up a million times and each time i have done it differently,
in the past, i could make big fuss over things.
now i don't really, even though things happened. Most likely, i will hackcare.
no point confronting You when You don't even dare to tell me the truth right?
sometime your words hurt, but You weren't know.
to You it was just joking. You think it's joking or funny to me ? =.=
the reason why i hardly text-ed You, because You don't like to return my message.
the reason why i hardly called You, because no matter how many times i called,
You will just bloody press away and hang my call isn't it?
reason was, You are playing with your phone games.
You know how much can i still endure? Maybe 10 more percent.
i tried all my best already, boy. I really really gave up.
Jingyi told You a lot of my things, ask You to read my blog. I know You didn't.
she said I was emo, You told her i always emo emo & You don't know why.
You don't even take sometime to read what's inside me. You're fucked useless.
You have a girlfriend, & You asked your own girlfriend. Why no one get number from You?
You want, i could ask them get number from You. Just for the sake of them asking You for number.
You really don't understand me and You bloody hurt me billion -'- it man.
there are days where i feel
like escaping from everything ;