.Saturday, December 25, 2010 ' 11:59 PM
You are the risk,
I'll always take.
Firstly, Merry Christmas to everyone !
this was the first 17 years i spent so much money on Christmas Present for all of my beloved.
few hundred dollars, and of course i won't feel heart pain.
seeing your love one opening the present and show their happiness smile.
this is the happiest things i could ever done to them.
and this is the first 17 years that i didn't receive any Christmas Present.
I'm fine with it actually, because i don't lack of anything either (:
Few years ago Christmas was always celebrated with friends, or couple dates.
this is the first year that I'm celebrating with my BabyLuv only.
although we didn't really celebrate but just normal shopping, and hanging out.
i will still feel very happy whenever i was with him.
it seems like no one could ever replace him inside my heart.
it might be true, it might be not. God will help me do every decision.
this few days spending time with BabyLuv, time passed super fast.
how i wish time could ever slow down for him and me.
let me love him, show him my care, let me takecare of him.
I'm gonna be a mature girl from now onwards.
he have been tolerating my temper, my attitude, my unreasonable actions.
i guess he had enough. So am i have enough of all of his nonsense.
I'll just accept whatever things regarding about him. It's the facts that i Loved him.
which doesn't have any choice to make me stop loving him.
although i know that one day he might just walk away again.
i just have to admit my fate & wish him all the best for every path he move on.
Christine Whally will always Love my BabyLuv, till the day he choose to move on without me.
there will never be a quote that explains how much You mean to me,
never a song that truly hits the spot,
not enough words to tell You how i feel,
and not enough time to show how long i wanna be with You.
i wish i was cuddled
in your arms right now.
this was the first 17 years i spent so much money on Christmas Present for all of my beloved.
few hundred dollars, and of course i won't feel heart pain.
seeing your love one opening the present and show their happiness smile.
this is the happiest things i could ever done to them.
and this is the first 17 years that i didn't receive any Christmas Present.
I'm fine with it actually, because i don't lack of anything either (:
Few years ago Christmas was always celebrated with friends, or couple dates.
this is the first year that I'm celebrating with my BabyLuv only.
although we didn't really celebrate but just normal shopping, and hanging out.
i will still feel very happy whenever i was with him.
it seems like no one could ever replace him inside my heart.
it might be true, it might be not. God will help me do every decision.
this few days spending time with BabyLuv, time passed super fast.
how i wish time could ever slow down for him and me.
let me love him, show him my care, let me takecare of him.
I'm gonna be a mature girl from now onwards.
he have been tolerating my temper, my attitude, my unreasonable actions.
i guess he had enough. So am i have enough of all of his nonsense.
I'll just accept whatever things regarding about him. It's the facts that i Loved him.
which doesn't have any choice to make me stop loving him.
although i know that one day he might just walk away again.
i just have to admit my fate & wish him all the best for every path he move on.
Christine Whally will always Love my BabyLuv, till the day he choose to move on without me.
there will never be a quote that explains how much You mean to me,
never a song that truly hits the spot,
not enough words to tell You how i feel,
and not enough time to show how long i wanna be with You.
i wish i was cuddled
in your arms right now.
