.Wednesday, January 19, 2011 ' 10:54 AM
Just look up,
We are both under the same starry sky.
people say, past is past, but it's not like You won't ever look back.
there will always be that one day when You randomly decide to look back at the
good times You've had and maybe even the bad times.
they tell You to forget your past and let it all go, but the past is really important,
including all of the crap that was brought into it. Without making mistakes,
having regrets, being negative, losing the few people here and there.
without any of that, You wouldn't learn how to accept the changes in life You're going
to face all that time, You wouldn't realize who are the people that actually matter to You.
sometimes You've to be negative to knock some positivity into your life.
sometimes You're going to make mistake after another after another,
to finally figure out what You really need to do.
sometimes people are meant to have broken hearts and broken relationships,
for You to have a chance to fight back for what You want or to see if there really was
something between You and that significant other.
we have to remember the past, why? because the past is what made You today.
i learned a lot about friendships, i lost people that were once my best friends.
i lost old friendships that i thought would last for a life.
people i once trusted ended up showing me the opposite.
although i lost those people, i also build more valuable relationships with those who stayed.
i kept the friends that are really mattered.
i gained stronger friendship with people who were there for me.
i realized that besides family, i only have a few people i can rely on, but it's okay.
having a huge group of friend isn't that great when most can care less about You.
in the end, having few valuable friendship with people who really have your back is
always worth so much more.
i love You,
but i have done chasing You.
but i have done chasing You.
.Saturday, January 15, 2011 ' 11:20 AM
I need to stop being so
emotional about everything.
hello dear blog, i'm back blogging.
things had changed, i have break friendship with my best partner, best boyfriend.
she have her own life now, I'll wish her all the best (:
never would i think of asking her back, i knew her life without me is still as beautiful.
so just gonna wish her all the best ahead, i didn't feel very sad or what.
because we had also drifted apart, she have her own friends while i have mine.
still happy that i once have a sister cum boyfriend like her.
it's over now & life is still moving on as normal.
friends is easy to find, but true friends is hard to find.
friends can have a lot, true friend only can have one or few.
now i don't even have a true friend that can talk to.
but i believe sooner i will be able to find one and take over her place.
since secondary 1, so much things we have done together.
punish together, mad together, do bad things together, in fact height almost same, weight too.
haha, we just look like those twin sister excluding face uh.
although some people did asked us whether we're twins before.
this will be the last post of her inside my blog.
goodbye ex - friend.
life is still gonna move on,
no more past, but current & future.
things had changed, i have break friendship with my best partner, best boyfriend.
she have her own life now, I'll wish her all the best (:
never would i think of asking her back, i knew her life without me is still as beautiful.
so just gonna wish her all the best ahead, i didn't feel very sad or what.
because we had also drifted apart, she have her own friends while i have mine.
still happy that i once have a sister cum boyfriend like her.
it's over now & life is still moving on as normal.
friends is easy to find, but true friends is hard to find.
friends can have a lot, true friend only can have one or few.
now i don't even have a true friend that can talk to.
but i believe sooner i will be able to find one and take over her place.
since secondary 1, so much things we have done together.
punish together, mad together, do bad things together, in fact height almost same, weight too.
haha, we just look like those twin sister excluding face uh.
although some people did asked us whether we're twins before.
this will be the last post of her inside my blog.
goodbye ex - friend.
life is still gonna move on,
no more past, but current & future.
.Thursday, January 6, 2011 ' 12:58 AM
Knowing each other by accident,
staying together for a reason.
many things gonna changed, a new life ahead.
how disappointing if your friend looked down on You isn't it?
it's not only normal friends, is those very close friend.
hurt is hurt, but yeah i don't wanna make things big. I tear just inside.
things is getting hard to move on, but i must try my best to keep myself carry on.
baby was oversea, same. Once he have dota, i'm again nothing.
use to call me for like chat few min, now? Not even a single call.
i gave up, i completely gave up on You.
happy dota-ing with his primary school friends i supposed.
i just cannot stop what You are doing & give me a min to listen to wad i have to say.
You know im down, but You just simply don't ask me what happened.
i must be really damn blind, i don't blame myself. I blame my heart.
life can be so unfair.
cooking a meal takes one hour,
but eating it takes five minutes.
earning $2000 takes 30 days,
but paying cashier $1500 for a product only takes two second.
nothing can stop me now.
cause i don't care anymore.
how disappointing if your friend looked down on You isn't it?
it's not only normal friends, is those very close friend.
hurt is hurt, but yeah i don't wanna make things big. I tear just inside.
things is getting hard to move on, but i must try my best to keep myself carry on.
baby was oversea, same. Once he have dota, i'm again nothing.
use to call me for like chat few min, now? Not even a single call.
i gave up, i completely gave up on You.
happy dota-ing with his primary school friends i supposed.
i just cannot stop what You are doing & give me a min to listen to wad i have to say.
You know im down, but You just simply don't ask me what happened.
i must be really damn blind, i don't blame myself. I blame my heart.
life can be so unfair.
cooking a meal takes one hour,
but eating it takes five minutes.
earning $2000 takes 30 days,
but paying cashier $1500 for a product only takes two second.
nothing can stop me now.
cause i don't care anymore.
.Saturday, January 1, 2011 ' 7:21 PM
My biggest fear is losing You
Please don't ever make me face that fear
You have absolutely no idea how much
You mean to me.
Happy new year! Welcome 2011 (:
2010 have past, stop thinking back what happen and move on for our new life in new year.
had my last day of 2010 spending with my Pearlyn' dear, cabbed down to Vivo city for movie
was late for half an hour, it's my fault for preparing so late ):
overall the movie was awesome one, too bad missed front part.
back to Jurong Point and catching another movie @ 1.50am.
that movie was awesome too, lazy to elaborate what movie i have watched.
so yeah, slacked after movie saw my Zhenyuan' Kor. Okay, i missed hanging out with him.
home @ 4plus am, had a short chat with my dearest mother & slept @ 5.30am.
jitao dead meat after conversation with my cutest mum.
BabyLuv fly away on last day of 2010, 8am.
didn't even get to celebrate the last year with him, so yeah hope he enjoyed over there.
necklance above was my belated Christmas present from my BabyLuv.
so sweet of him, after so many years it's the first loving present given by him.
he might not be sweet nor surprising, but his just more than enough that i've been asking for.
indeed, i missed him so much when his now not even in Singapore.
i login my msn everyday, 24hour. Just to worry that his bored and wanted to chat with me.
& it's the only way they we could stay contact with, first day reached there.
chatted with me on msn for awhile, and went MIA. i onlined for like so long.
didn't even saw him online, i missed him, can't even chat with him.
what am i suppose to do now? Like an idiot waiting, while sleeping woke up for few hours.
worry that he might be still awake and chat with me in msn, but i was wrong.
as long as his fine over there and enjoying, i'm more than happy. So yeah.
waiting for You to be back, or perhaps once You're back. We'll changed.
life is unfair. You put someone first who puts You second.
You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when You deserved an A.
You gave 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%.
You're there for your friend at 3am, when they need it the most &
the next day they didn't pick up the phone. You give something your all &
sometimes get little nothing back.You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough
about You to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give You
"I'm sorry, I'm busy" It seems like You're giving everyone everything & they're just
walking away from it.
it's like half of me wants to be with You,
and my other half wants me get over You
i guess i'll always have that something for You.
2010 have past, stop thinking back what happen and move on for our new life in new year.
had my last day of 2010 spending with my Pearlyn' dear, cabbed down to Vivo city for movie
was late for half an hour, it's my fault for preparing so late ):
overall the movie was awesome one, too bad missed front part.
back to Jurong Point and catching another movie @ 1.50am.
that movie was awesome too, lazy to elaborate what movie i have watched.
so yeah, slacked after movie saw my Zhenyuan' Kor. Okay, i missed hanging out with him.
home @ 4plus am, had a short chat with my dearest mother & slept @ 5.30am.
jitao dead meat after conversation with my cutest mum.
BabyLuv fly away on last day of 2010, 8am.
didn't even get to celebrate the last year with him, so yeah hope he enjoyed over there.
necklance above was my belated Christmas present from my BabyLuv.
so sweet of him, after so many years it's the first loving present given by him.
he might not be sweet nor surprising, but his just more than enough that i've been asking for.
indeed, i missed him so much when his now not even in Singapore.
i login my msn everyday, 24hour. Just to worry that his bored and wanted to chat with me.
& it's the only way they we could stay contact with, first day reached there.
chatted with me on msn for awhile, and went MIA. i onlined for like so long.
didn't even saw him online, i missed him, can't even chat with him.
what am i suppose to do now? Like an idiot waiting, while sleeping woke up for few hours.
worry that he might be still awake and chat with me in msn, but i was wrong.
as long as his fine over there and enjoying, i'm more than happy. So yeah.
waiting for You to be back, or perhaps once You're back. We'll changed.
life is unfair. You put someone first who puts You second.
You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when You deserved an A.
You gave 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%.
You're there for your friend at 3am, when they need it the most &
the next day they didn't pick up the phone. You give something your all &
sometimes get little nothing back.You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough
about You to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give You
"I'm sorry, I'm busy" It seems like You're giving everyone everything & they're just
walking away from it.
it's like half of me wants to be with You,
and my other half wants me get over You
i guess i'll always have that something for You.
