.Wednesday, January 19, 2011 ' 10:54 AM
Just look up,
We are both under the same starry sky.
people say, past is past, but it's not like You won't ever look back.
there will always be that one day when You randomly decide to look back at the
good times You've had and maybe even the bad times.
they tell You to forget your past and let it all go, but the past is really important,
including all of the crap that was brought into it. Without making mistakes,
having regrets, being negative, losing the few people here and there.
without any of that, You wouldn't learn how to accept the changes in life You're going
to face all that time, You wouldn't realize who are the people that actually matter to You.
sometimes You've to be negative to knock some positivity into your life.
sometimes You're going to make mistake after another after another,
to finally figure out what You really need to do.
sometimes people are meant to have broken hearts and broken relationships,
for You to have a chance to fight back for what You want or to see if there really was
something between You and that significant other.
we have to remember the past, why? because the past is what made You today.
i learned a lot about friendships, i lost people that were once my best friends.
i lost old friendships that i thought would last for a life.
people i once trusted ended up showing me the opposite.
although i lost those people, i also build more valuable relationships with those who stayed.
i kept the friends that are really mattered.
i gained stronger friendship with people who were there for me.
i realized that besides family, i only have a few people i can rely on, but it's okay.
having a huge group of friend isn't that great when most can care less about You.
in the end, having few valuable friendship with people who really have your back is
always worth so much more.
i love You,
but i have done chasing You.
but i have done chasing You.
