.Saturday, January 1, 2011 ' 7:21 PM
My biggest fear is losing You
Please don't ever make me face that fear
You have absolutely no idea how much
You mean to me.
Happy new year! Welcome 2011 (:
2010 have past, stop thinking back what happen and move on for our new life in new year.
had my last day of 2010 spending with my Pearlyn' dear, cabbed down to Vivo city for movie
was late for half an hour, it's my fault for preparing so late ):
overall the movie was awesome one, too bad missed front part.
back to Jurong Point and catching another movie @ 1.50am.
that movie was awesome too, lazy to elaborate what movie i have watched.
so yeah, slacked after movie saw my Zhenyuan' Kor. Okay, i missed hanging out with him.
home @ 4plus am, had a short chat with my dearest mother & slept @ 5.30am.
jitao dead meat after conversation with my cutest mum.
BabyLuv fly away on last day of 2010, 8am.
didn't even get to celebrate the last year with him, so yeah hope he enjoyed over there.
necklance above was my belated Christmas present from my BabyLuv.
so sweet of him, after so many years it's the first loving present given by him.
he might not be sweet nor surprising, but his just more than enough that i've been asking for.
indeed, i missed him so much when his now not even in Singapore.
i login my msn everyday, 24hour. Just to worry that his bored and wanted to chat with me.
& it's the only way they we could stay contact with, first day reached there.
chatted with me on msn for awhile, and went MIA. i onlined for like so long.
didn't even saw him online, i missed him, can't even chat with him.
what am i suppose to do now? Like an idiot waiting, while sleeping woke up for few hours.
worry that he might be still awake and chat with me in msn, but i was wrong.
as long as his fine over there and enjoying, i'm more than happy. So yeah.
waiting for You to be back, or perhaps once You're back. We'll changed.
life is unfair. You put someone first who puts You second.
You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when You deserved an A.
You gave 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%.
You're there for your friend at 3am, when they need it the most &
the next day they didn't pick up the phone. You give something your all &
sometimes get little nothing back.You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough
about You to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give You
"I'm sorry, I'm busy" It seems like You're giving everyone everything & they're just
walking away from it.
it's like half of me wants to be with You,
and my other half wants me get over You
i guess i'll always have that something for You.
2010 have past, stop thinking back what happen and move on for our new life in new year.
had my last day of 2010 spending with my Pearlyn' dear, cabbed down to Vivo city for movie
was late for half an hour, it's my fault for preparing so late ):
overall the movie was awesome one, too bad missed front part.
back to Jurong Point and catching another movie @ 1.50am.
that movie was awesome too, lazy to elaborate what movie i have watched.
so yeah, slacked after movie saw my Zhenyuan' Kor. Okay, i missed hanging out with him.
home @ 4plus am, had a short chat with my dearest mother & slept @ 5.30am.
jitao dead meat after conversation with my cutest mum.
BabyLuv fly away on last day of 2010, 8am.
didn't even get to celebrate the last year with him, so yeah hope he enjoyed over there.
necklance above was my belated Christmas present from my BabyLuv.
so sweet of him, after so many years it's the first loving present given by him.
he might not be sweet nor surprising, but his just more than enough that i've been asking for.
indeed, i missed him so much when his now not even in Singapore.
i login my msn everyday, 24hour. Just to worry that his bored and wanted to chat with me.
& it's the only way they we could stay contact with, first day reached there.
chatted with me on msn for awhile, and went MIA. i onlined for like so long.
didn't even saw him online, i missed him, can't even chat with him.
what am i suppose to do now? Like an idiot waiting, while sleeping woke up for few hours.
worry that he might be still awake and chat with me in msn, but i was wrong.
as long as his fine over there and enjoying, i'm more than happy. So yeah.
waiting for You to be back, or perhaps once You're back. We'll changed.
life is unfair. You put someone first who puts You second.
You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when You deserved an A.
You gave 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%.
You're there for your friend at 3am, when they need it the most &
the next day they didn't pick up the phone. You give something your all &
sometimes get little nothing back.You care so much about someone who doesn't care enough
about You to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give You
"I'm sorry, I'm busy" It seems like You're giving everyone everything & they're just
walking away from it.
it's like half of me wants to be with You,
and my other half wants me get over You
i guess i'll always have that something for You.
