.Tuesday, March 15, 2011 ' 5:23 PM
The people who want to stay in your life
will always find a way.
this might be my last post already, no one is reading my blog compared to the past.
i hate people who show me their cold and hot at different times.
i don't think that i should deserve all this at all.
Jianwei i really don't know how much i owed You, have You make fun enough of me?
if it is, just stop playing with me again, again, over & over again.
im your girlfriend, not your toy for You t care and hackcare like and as You wish.
seriously, all this i'd enough, i can actually just give up and let go.
but i love You, just because of this 3 words i'm making myself suffered like hell.
is this the state You wanted t see me in? I knew i did all kinds of bastard stuff before t You.
i don't even think that You're serious this time, behind my back messaging contacting with
other girls, i closed one eyes. it doesn't mean You're able to take advantages.
seriously, enough. All this are enough, just freak You for all this 1 year.
Jianwei, i think it's really time for us to end everything.
i don't need t suffer, & You don't need to act as if You still love me.
all along this 1 year we patched, it's just another memories for both of us.
okays, enough! all this should ended. I still love You a lot, but sorry it isn't worth keep me waiting.
i think i'm able to get over it, it's the time that matter. Why would You become so heartless.
4 years ago, still the same word. I'm sorry that i changed You.
You're the best stead that i'd, gave me happiness, sadness & yeah everything.
wishing You all the best for the rest of your life, stop mahjong-ing & attend school daily.
think a little for your parents, & cherish them before touch wood they're gone.
goodbye is always the saddest word.
but without goodbye, there wouldn't be a new hello.
i hate people who show me their cold and hot at different times.
i don't think that i should deserve all this at all.
Jianwei i really don't know how much i owed You, have You make fun enough of me?
if it is, just stop playing with me again, again, over & over again.
im your girlfriend, not your toy for You t care and hackcare like and as You wish.
seriously, all this i'd enough, i can actually just give up and let go.
but i love You, just because of this 3 words i'm making myself suffered like hell.
is this the state You wanted t see me in? I knew i did all kinds of bastard stuff before t You.
i don't even think that You're serious this time, behind my back messaging contacting with
other girls, i closed one eyes. it doesn't mean You're able to take advantages.
seriously, enough. All this are enough, just freak You for all this 1 year.
Jianwei, i think it's really time for us to end everything.
i don't need t suffer, & You don't need to act as if You still love me.
all along this 1 year we patched, it's just another memories for both of us.
okays, enough! all this should ended. I still love You a lot, but sorry it isn't worth keep me waiting.
i think i'm able to get over it, it's the time that matter. Why would You become so heartless.
4 years ago, still the same word. I'm sorry that i changed You.
You're the best stead that i'd, gave me happiness, sadness & yeah everything.
wishing You all the best for the rest of your life, stop mahjong-ing & attend school daily.
think a little for your parents, & cherish them before touch wood they're gone.
goodbye is always the saddest word.
but without goodbye, there wouldn't be a new hello.
.Friday, March 4, 2011 ' 1:32 PM
It's better to have an enemy who frankly says
he/she hates You, than to keep a friend,
who's putting You down secretly.
relationships do not get easier, everyday is a struggle.
each day is a battle, it doesn't get easier with time.
in fact, it gets harder. The secret is finding someone who's willing to be weak and
strong with you at the same time. The secret is finding someone who's willing to
work with You and who will push You, challenge You, make it harder for you to leave.
the beauty is in the struggle. True love doesn't curse when it hurts,
doesn't give up when it's hard, & doesn't hate when it's time to let go.
went to Jianwei's house on Sunday, he deleted history of my blog website.
it shows that he no longer ever gonna step into it anymore.
i didn't saw the Doraemon that i gave it to him, i suspect he threw it away.
but he said, it's washing. I don't know which of the sentence his speaking truth.
i don't know what to do and how to solve when things came together in a row.
he no longer holding my hand, no longer calling me baby.
he treated me totally like a strangers, phone call getting little.
and his getting very heartless in every single things, so i doubt he'll remember me after
we are breaking up or what, every year reaching our years anniversary.
he'll then have a lot of stunt, treating me cold. Yeah, blah blah. All enough.
You can't change what's done, You can't go back in time,
You can't try to change the hurt feelings or mend the broken hearts.
all You can do is learn from your mistakes, and hope You will never
regret anything as much as You do now.
