.Thursday, April 14, 2011 ' 6:38 PM
Love leaves a memory that no one can steal,
but sometimes, it leaves a heartache that no one else can heal.
I'm finally back to update my dead blog, within a month a lot of things happened.
and yeah, Jianwei and i really broke off. It's meant t be i supposed.
i did broke down, but perhaps for a week. Now i'm slowly recovering, trying to stay strong.
my temp job was finally started like 3 days ago, ended up quarrel with my friend.
and i just don't feel like going t work again, and yeah guess wad? I'm jobless again.
why do i deserve all this, it's the problem with me or with the friend i've hang out with?
i seriously cherish everyone, i don't ever take people for granted and i love everyone.
is it a karma on me or what? i feel so depressed, i feel that i'm getting depression soon.
i have been having insomnia since the day he broke off with me, cannot sleep with empty mind.
and things kept on coming to me, what am i suppose t do now? Hackcare, do nothing?
i can't, i really can't. Why am i behaving so negatively? I wish things would turn out better.
i'm pretending that i'm strong, it's just fine to cry as much as i want.
but this will never ever make me feel better, because things can't be solved.
a broken heart doesn't need someone who's willing t make it whole again
rather it needs someone who can make it realize that it never really got broken at all.
the life i really want only exists in my daydreams.
tough time don't last, tough people do.
fuck your past before it fucks You.
and yeah, Jianwei and i really broke off. It's meant t be i supposed.
i did broke down, but perhaps for a week. Now i'm slowly recovering, trying to stay strong.
my temp job was finally started like 3 days ago, ended up quarrel with my friend.
and i just don't feel like going t work again, and yeah guess wad? I'm jobless again.
why do i deserve all this, it's the problem with me or with the friend i've hang out with?
i seriously cherish everyone, i don't ever take people for granted and i love everyone.
is it a karma on me or what? i feel so depressed, i feel that i'm getting depression soon.
i have been having insomnia since the day he broke off with me, cannot sleep with empty mind.
and things kept on coming to me, what am i suppose t do now? Hackcare, do nothing?
i can't, i really can't. Why am i behaving so negatively? I wish things would turn out better.
i'm pretending that i'm strong, it's just fine to cry as much as i want.
but this will never ever make me feel better, because things can't be solved.
a broken heart doesn't need someone who's willing t make it whole again
rather it needs someone who can make it realize that it never really got broken at all.
the life i really want only exists in my daydreams.
tough time don't last, tough people do.
fuck your past before it fucks You.
