.Tuesday, May 31, 2011 ' 10:35 PM
I don't know the key to success,
but the key to failure is trying to please everyone.
stayed at home for the second day already, feeling so much better than going out.
didn't have cash now too, still waiting for my bloody pay to bank in.
today i slept till almost 1pm then wake up, woke up with heavy coughing, heavy flu and headache.
thanks mum for buying lunch for me, half eating and all the way in living room watching drama.
was on phone with boyfriend for quite a long time, miss chatting with her.
in the past we use to chat on the phone everynight, now hardly put still memorable.
hang down call, went for bathe, came out dinner and tuition till 9pm.
on msn with laogong now, waiting her to be right back (:
everyday i'm just doing nothing at home, O's is coming nearer. I'm so damn worried!
men always say that they're different in this and that -.- ended up they are of one kind,
text everyday and out of the sudden they just lost contact. it simply seems cool to me,
because i know what kind of person from my assuming.
i'm smart enough to let go of everything so quickly,
cause human like all these are nothing to me. I'm gonna carry on with my career and studies,
for other things is gonna be put aside. men to me is no longer important, want they can come,
want to go. You may just leave. i don't need anyone to be there, as long as my sisters all are with me. out of the sudden, missing my babyboy, wonder what is he doing now.
i really wonder why people suddenly change after they get what they wanted.
one day they are sweet, the next day they are not.
one day they are here, the next day they are not.
one day you are important to them, the next day you are worthless.
one day they say they love you, the next day they don't even care.
that's how ironic things and people can be.
pretty shits, pretty lines, pretty fucked up.
but it's still your choice, cause you choose to get hurt, when you choose to be in love.
in any moment of decision.
the best thing you can do is the right thing.
the next best thing is the wrong thing.
and the worst thing you can do is nothing.
a girl can be your best friend,
worst enemy,
a real sweetheart,
or a real bitch.
it all depends on how you treat her.
didn't have cash now too, still waiting for my bloody pay to bank in.
today i slept till almost 1pm then wake up, woke up with heavy coughing, heavy flu and headache.
thanks mum for buying lunch for me, half eating and all the way in living room watching drama.
was on phone with boyfriend for quite a long time, miss chatting with her.
in the past we use to chat on the phone everynight, now hardly put still memorable.
hang down call, went for bathe, came out dinner and tuition till 9pm.
on msn with laogong now, waiting her to be right back (:
everyday i'm just doing nothing at home, O's is coming nearer. I'm so damn worried!
men always say that they're different in this and that -.- ended up they are of one kind,
text everyday and out of the sudden they just lost contact. it simply seems cool to me,
because i know what kind of person from my assuming.
i'm smart enough to let go of everything so quickly,
cause human like all these are nothing to me. I'm gonna carry on with my career and studies,
for other things is gonna be put aside. men to me is no longer important, want they can come,
want to go. You may just leave. i don't need anyone to be there, as long as my sisters all are with me. out of the sudden, missing my babyboy, wonder what is he doing now.
i really wonder why people suddenly change after they get what they wanted.
one day they are sweet, the next day they are not.
one day they are here, the next day they are not.
one day you are important to them, the next day you are worthless.
one day they say they love you, the next day they don't even care.
that's how ironic things and people can be.
pretty shits, pretty lines, pretty fucked up.
but it's still your choice, cause you choose to get hurt, when you choose to be in love.
in any moment of decision.
the best thing you can do is the right thing.
the next best thing is the wrong thing.
and the worst thing you can do is nothing.
a girl can be your best friend,
worst enemy,
a real sweetheart,
or a real bitch.
it all depends on how you treat her.
.Monday, May 30, 2011 ' 8:50 PM
SIBLINGS
your worst enemies you can never live without.
as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down,
probably will. You'll have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder evertime.
you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
you'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things and old one did.
you'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
so take many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
life is difficult for everyone. We all have stress and we all need someone in our lives that
we can eventually lean on. Never think that you cannot talk to someone because
they have problems to or that your friend or loved one would be better off without you or
your problems. You'll soon find out that they need you just as much as you need them.
messaged a lot with him from the very start, till now a few words towards each other.
he should know who is he, and so yeah randomly we'll stop all contact.
to me doesn't matter. Man are only good at saying i'll be there when you need me.
you are important to me blah blah, all along i know this was the outcome.
i gave up man, i'm very serious. You, you & you isn't my cup of tea at all. Goodbye!
don't fall for words,
fall for actions.
probably will. You'll have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder evertime.
you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
you'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things and old one did.
you'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
so take many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
life is difficult for everyone. We all have stress and we all need someone in our lives that
we can eventually lean on. Never think that you cannot talk to someone because
they have problems to or that your friend or loved one would be better off without you or
your problems. You'll soon find out that they need you just as much as you need them.
messaged a lot with him from the very start, till now a few words towards each other.
he should know who is he, and so yeah randomly we'll stop all contact.
to me doesn't matter. Man are only good at saying i'll be there when you need me.
you are important to me blah blah, all along i know this was the outcome.
i gave up man, i'm very serious. You, you & you isn't my cup of tea at all. Goodbye!
don't fall for words,
fall for actions.
.Saturday, May 28, 2011 ' 4:22 PM
There's a bridge between me and happiness,
and you're the only link.
life is like a roller-coaster, it has ups and downs.
but it's your choice to scream or enjoy the ride.
it's hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness.
we have no scar to show for happiness, we learn so little from peace.
once you love someone, even after you move on.
it will always hurt to see them with someone else.
real man stay faithful.
they don't have time to look for other woman because
they're too busy looking for new ways to love their own.
i like you, you put up with my bullshit as always.
if i was in a crowd, you probably wouldn't notice me.
i don't really stand out but somehow you did.
Life would have been so much easier if someone had just told me which friends to keep
and which to let go, which boys to hold on and which boys to dismiss,
which battles to fight for and which to ignore.
it would have saved me a whole lot of heartache.
without you days are like:
moandays, tearsdays, wastedays, thirstdays, fuckdays, shatterdays and saddays.
well, my life is still moving on. Found a job and will be starting work on Monday.
I'm a bit worry that I cannot cope it and will be fired again.
I just knew a man name Tian En in facebook, i'll tend not to get so negative
all thanks to him, even some of my friend said that i've become more positive.
his encouragement and yeah just wanted to thanks him a lot.
but too bad, his trying to hard to help me yet i couldn't even help him much at all.
his also in a negative side, i can only standby him whenever he needs me.
so well, Tian En! Just jiayou and i wish that You're able to find a friend that would really be
by your side whenever you need them except me. Be more social-able.
i've a feel that you sure can do it ! (: all the best.
sorry isn't a verb,
don't expect it to fix things for you.
but it's your choice to scream or enjoy the ride.
it's hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness.
we have no scar to show for happiness, we learn so little from peace.
once you love someone, even after you move on.
it will always hurt to see them with someone else.
real man stay faithful.
they don't have time to look for other woman because
they're too busy looking for new ways to love their own.
i like you, you put up with my bullshit as always.
if i was in a crowd, you probably wouldn't notice me.
i don't really stand out but somehow you did.
Life would have been so much easier if someone had just told me which friends to keep
and which to let go, which boys to hold on and which boys to dismiss,
which battles to fight for and which to ignore.
it would have saved me a whole lot of heartache.
without you days are like:
moandays, tearsdays, wastedays, thirstdays, fuckdays, shatterdays and saddays.
well, my life is still moving on. Found a job and will be starting work on Monday.
I'm a bit worry that I cannot cope it and will be fired again.
I just knew a man name Tian En in facebook, i'll tend not to get so negative
all thanks to him, even some of my friend said that i've become more positive.
his encouragement and yeah just wanted to thanks him a lot.
but too bad, his trying to hard to help me yet i couldn't even help him much at all.
his also in a negative side, i can only standby him whenever he needs me.
so well, Tian En! Just jiayou and i wish that You're able to find a friend that would really be
by your side whenever you need them except me. Be more social-able.
i've a feel that you sure can do it ! (: all the best.
sorry isn't a verb,
don't expect it to fix things for you.
.Wednesday, May 11, 2011 ' 4:44 PM
Pain makes people change.
being in a relationship is scary. There are many aspects to it.
it takes trust, patience, and understanding. It takes time, sometime it come with doubts.
am i good enough? why am i so boring? do they feel the same?
all these thoughts, it makes You work harder. It makes you change things up.
the thought of you feeling more for them than they do for you.
the thought of it's going to be like last time or the fear of losing them after coming so far.
just face the facts, they can walk out of your life anytime.
that's why we all have to fight for love. Things we go through to keep what we have strong.
it's all worth it, if you make it worth it.
reason of able to let go of my past, it's because i fall for another man.
turned out, it only last for 1 week. & everything is back to where i fall.
the man turned out just to be a flirt, i'm stupid to fall in love with a flirter.
maybe because of the things he had done for me which my ex can't.
although it might be short, but i still cherish the little moment together.
i'm now back to the point where i fall, and hurt.
it didn't make me tear, after all of the lesson i finally realized that i'm strong and i've grown up.
i curse those flirt man can't find a true girl to love them, they don't deserve to be love.
i'm the kind of girl that when i cry, i cry.
when i fall for someone, i fall too hard.
people tell me i'm too intense when it comes to emotions.
i'll do anything to be around you.
i don't always look perfect and sometimes i get insecure.
and i may have flaws.
but i'll love you better than anyone else ever could.
don't text me when you're bored.
it's not my job to entertain you, okay?
it takes trust, patience, and understanding. It takes time, sometime it come with doubts.
am i good enough? why am i so boring? do they feel the same?
all these thoughts, it makes You work harder. It makes you change things up.
the thought of you feeling more for them than they do for you.
the thought of it's going to be like last time or the fear of losing them after coming so far.
just face the facts, they can walk out of your life anytime.
that's why we all have to fight for love. Things we go through to keep what we have strong.
it's all worth it, if you make it worth it.
reason of able to let go of my past, it's because i fall for another man.
turned out, it only last for 1 week. & everything is back to where i fall.
the man turned out just to be a flirt, i'm stupid to fall in love with a flirter.
maybe because of the things he had done for me which my ex can't.
although it might be short, but i still cherish the little moment together.
i'm now back to the point where i fall, and hurt.
it didn't make me tear, after all of the lesson i finally realized that i'm strong and i've grown up.
i curse those flirt man can't find a true girl to love them, they don't deserve to be love.
i'm the kind of girl that when i cry, i cry.
when i fall for someone, i fall too hard.
people tell me i'm too intense when it comes to emotions.
i'll do anything to be around you.
i don't always look perfect and sometimes i get insecure.
and i may have flaws.
but i'll love you better than anyone else ever could.
don't text me when you're bored.
it's not my job to entertain you, okay?
