.Tuesday, May 31, 2011 ' 10:35 PM
I don't know the key to success,
but the key to failure is trying to please everyone.
stayed at home for the second day already, feeling so much better than going out.
didn't have cash now too, still waiting for my bloody pay to bank in.
today i slept till almost 1pm then wake up, woke up with heavy coughing, heavy flu and headache.
thanks mum for buying lunch for me, half eating and all the way in living room watching drama.
was on phone with boyfriend for quite a long time, miss chatting with her.
in the past we use to chat on the phone everynight, now hardly put still memorable.
hang down call, went for bathe, came out dinner and tuition till 9pm.
on msn with laogong now, waiting her to be right back (:
everyday i'm just doing nothing at home, O's is coming nearer. I'm so damn worried!
men always say that they're different in this and that -.- ended up they are of one kind,
text everyday and out of the sudden they just lost contact. it simply seems cool to me,
because i know what kind of person from my assuming.
i'm smart enough to let go of everything so quickly,
cause human like all these are nothing to me. I'm gonna carry on with my career and studies,
for other things is gonna be put aside. men to me is no longer important, want they can come,
want to go. You may just leave. i don't need anyone to be there, as long as my sisters all are with me. out of the sudden, missing my babyboy, wonder what is he doing now.
i really wonder why people suddenly change after they get what they wanted.
one day they are sweet, the next day they are not.
one day they are here, the next day they are not.
one day you are important to them, the next day you are worthless.
one day they say they love you, the next day they don't even care.
that's how ironic things and people can be.
pretty shits, pretty lines, pretty fucked up.
but it's still your choice, cause you choose to get hurt, when you choose to be in love.
in any moment of decision.
the best thing you can do is the right thing.
the next best thing is the wrong thing.
and the worst thing you can do is nothing.
a girl can be your best friend,
worst enemy,
a real sweetheart,
or a real bitch.
it all depends on how you treat her.
didn't have cash now too, still waiting for my bloody pay to bank in.
today i slept till almost 1pm then wake up, woke up with heavy coughing, heavy flu and headache.
thanks mum for buying lunch for me, half eating and all the way in living room watching drama.
was on phone with boyfriend for quite a long time, miss chatting with her.
in the past we use to chat on the phone everynight, now hardly put still memorable.
hang down call, went for bathe, came out dinner and tuition till 9pm.
on msn with laogong now, waiting her to be right back (:
everyday i'm just doing nothing at home, O's is coming nearer. I'm so damn worried!
men always say that they're different in this and that -.- ended up they are of one kind,
text everyday and out of the sudden they just lost contact. it simply seems cool to me,
because i know what kind of person from my assuming.
i'm smart enough to let go of everything so quickly,
cause human like all these are nothing to me. I'm gonna carry on with my career and studies,
for other things is gonna be put aside. men to me is no longer important, want they can come,
want to go. You may just leave. i don't need anyone to be there, as long as my sisters all are with me. out of the sudden, missing my babyboy, wonder what is he doing now.
i really wonder why people suddenly change after they get what they wanted.
one day they are sweet, the next day they are not.
one day they are here, the next day they are not.
one day you are important to them, the next day you are worthless.
one day they say they love you, the next day they don't even care.
that's how ironic things and people can be.
pretty shits, pretty lines, pretty fucked up.
but it's still your choice, cause you choose to get hurt, when you choose to be in love.
in any moment of decision.
the best thing you can do is the right thing.
the next best thing is the wrong thing.
and the worst thing you can do is nothing.
a girl can be your best friend,
worst enemy,
a real sweetheart,
or a real bitch.
it all depends on how you treat her.
