.Thursday, June 9, 2011 ' 9:44 PM
I hate it when people bring up mistake
I made a long time ago.
early in the morning was being pulled up from bed by my parents.
prepared everything, fetch cousin from bukit batok and off to pasir ris.
brother was going to check in to army in tekong today.
although don't really talk to him, but his still my brother.
without seeing him at all, feel so damn uncomfortable.
first time taking ship ^^ super giddy, lucky didn't kena sea sick if not will be vomiting.
mother kept crying non-stop, can see that he don't bear my brother to leave too (:
sister later on cried too, haha. Actually i wanting to cry too, but just wanna keep face.
i stopped my tears from falling down, but actually i missed him a lot too.
bid goodbye to brother and all went off, dinner @ bukit batok.
reached home on computer and chatted with Jastine' darling while tearing away.
brother called back, his only 30plus kg and bag is 20 to 28kg already.
i really freaking don't know what more to say, i feel the pain there too.
hope to see brother back on 24th June (: counting down.
just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you.
just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out with you.
just because somebody wants to go out with you, doesn't mean that they love you.
just because somebody loves you, doesn't mean they won't hurt you.
because people lie, things change. Boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch.
and there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall.
beginnings are always scary, and endings are usually sad.
but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living.
if you are trapped between your feelings and what other people think is right,
always go for whatever makes you happy.
unless you want everybody to be happy except you.
letting go is something you do when you still love someone
but just don't believe in them anymore.
