.Monday, June 20, 2011 ' 4:21 PM
Those were yesterday's feeling.
i've finally realize all the mistake that you've done only yesterday.
it shows how smart and you and how stupid am i to realize it only now.
my heart was totally broke into damn pieces, which i didn't lied you.
it hurts more than anything else after hearing what you've said.
come on, for you i've done everything i can.
we've been together since 13 years old, for those time when we broke off.
i swear that heart there is always a little space that you're in.
for you, you even admitted that for me. You've once stop loving for.
everything you do seriously hurts, although it's all past.
i feel that it will be back anytime again, i should convince myself to believe it.
you're still the wrong man i've seen, although till now i still love you a lot.
for the time i choose to let go, why did you come back to me?
wanted to find a person to hurt, and you remember i'll always be there.?
there's no more next time, i'm trying to stop everything now before things happen again.
i am who i am, becase of the people who knocked me down,
and the ones who helped me up. The one who got inside my head,
and the ones who told me the reality.
the friends i've lost, and the ones i've gained
the people in my life, that have given me memories; good or bad.
pain eventually makes people change.
the one who is going to change will gonna be me.
seriously i am not a second fucking choice.
sometimes we waste too much time to think about
someone that doesn't think about us for a second.
learn to appreciate what you have,
before time makes you appreciate what you had.
