.Friday, July 8, 2011 ' 3:31 PM
Cry, it doesn't indicate you weak.
Life isn't getting better, perhaps it's because of relationship problems again?till now i realized he really isn't the one for me, & i'm not the one for him too.
my work partner just advice me a lot of things, so i realized i still have more choices outside.
they might not be perfect, but they might be better than him.
he doesn't bother about me at all, on the 28th i start my first work.
he didn't even call and ask me how is my work and all that? When i am having my lunch,
the one who accompany me chat is my mother and stanwin, where's my boyfriend?
his super useless to a max already, the happiness moment with him is only when we meet up.
on the 27th, he can happily message his gan mei to ask if she is fine for the first day of school.
oh my bloody hell god, she is even important than me. If i didn't check your hp, i'm still toot.
i admit i was wrong to see your privacy, but i can't let myself know nothing about you.
the more i know about you, the more i feel like having a little distance with you.
to me, no matter how many time we patch. Our love will never be the same as the first time.
I'm not an expert at relationships, i don't know how to handle every fight
we are going to have and i will never be a perfect person.
we're both still young, and we still have a lot more to learn.
but i'm willing to take chances, to risk it all, and learn everything there is to know just so
i can keep us together. I won't give up on you unless there's already 0% of love within us.
fate brought 2 of us together since many years ago, it then made us separated again & again.
but it still made us back together, but i'm still the one suffering.
perhaps previous life i owe you a lot, and i'm back to return you today.
are you happy with the outcome that i'm always here for you & i don't get any return?
i will never be there for you all the time, there will be a time that i'll choose to leave forever.
cherish someone hard,
before it will never come back
and love you like someone else couldn't give.
