.Saturday, December 10, 2011 ' 11:59 PM
Once again, i tear because of you
i tear because of him again, is it wonderful or powerful?i didn't manage to control myself after receiving a shocking text from him.
he asked if i am still waiting for him, i replied calmly like no and stuff.
he asked me not to wait any longer for him and say stuff like there are better man outside.
those nonsense craps, he knew that i haven get over him.
know what, boy? To me, it seems like i just use to have you as part of my life for this
damn few years, imagine we've been seeing each other almost everyday since we're 13.
how you expect me to get over things so easy? To you yes, i don't know what the hell are you
make of. Maybe metal huh? i don' care, cause we're just over the rainbow.
those days, i made you laugh, i made you sad, i made you special. Did you realize?
no! you don't. You simply don't. So yah, my life is still gonna move on as usual.
maybe you should think back, when i was damn faithful to you, what did you do behind my back?
flirting with so many different girls, and when you asked for forgiveness, did i forgive you?
i don't owe you a living, i've been suffered a lot. Now it's time for me to really say goodbye.
hopefully by end of this year, you go back china. I'll forget every single things about you.
next year when you come back, we're just gonna be maybe passerby.
i don't want to know any of your things, or who are you with. Just fuck off.
we can be real good friend, best friend but provider if i've get over you.
if not, just fuck off! I might be violent @ times, but remember this.
you're the one who trained me out in this way, im not complaining or what.
just that being with you the feeling of comfortable was hard to get rid.
soon i know some other guys would eventually take over, but it might be different.
i sincerely wish you all the best here, from now on. We're not gonna be those super close.
after being loved by you,
it's hard to get love by other guys, the feel isn't same.
