.Sunday, December 4, 2011 ' 12:45 AM
Wounds Everywhere!
2011 is the year that went by so fast, maybe a little too fast.
it's the year your so called friend walks out of your life, and it's the year you realize
who the real ones are. It's the year you felt most pressure to the point where
you gave up so many times but you're still learning how to get back up.
it's the year you said you were going to accomplish great things yet you feel like
you just wasted time. It's the year you cried over too many pointless things, too many times.
it's the year you look back on all the lifetime memories in which you find yourself missing
the people in them. But it's also the year you move on, slowly, and you realize that
actually its okay.
2 months & 8 days have passed, this is the totally amount of days we've broke up.
did you even remember? I doubt so, i was thinking of you in fact everyday.
the feeling sucks, i'll still wait for you call, your text. And now a days no more.
i wondered why. Know what? I must be too strong that i can be friend with you.
i can choose to be enemy with you, i stopped that. Cause i believe we'll be good friend.
i teared while writing this post. Because i really miss us, the moment we met up.
either for movie, dinner, or slacking. I still love facing you, the feeling just too comfortable.
our 5 years plus of love why you can be so heartless to let it go without thinking back.
after today, i'll make everything change. & i must hold my words.
i sincerely wish that this year will pass faster and i'm gonna get rid monster out of my head.
next year will be a new year, i don't even want to dwell onto something that isn't worth.
i'm gonna let it totally go, i know that we wont be back together again.
but i just hope that our contact wont lost, i just have the urge to have contact with you everyday.
maybe it's just my use to it having you as part of my life.
as days goes by,
a part of me is going to be totally missing.
i wish you all the best for your life, ns life and so on.
my love for you seems like still exist, or maybe just use to it.
it's the year your so called friend walks out of your life, and it's the year you realize
who the real ones are. It's the year you felt most pressure to the point where
you gave up so many times but you're still learning how to get back up.
it's the year you said you were going to accomplish great things yet you feel like
you just wasted time. It's the year you cried over too many pointless things, too many times.
it's the year you look back on all the lifetime memories in which you find yourself missing
the people in them. But it's also the year you move on, slowly, and you realize that
actually its okay.
2 months & 8 days have passed, this is the totally amount of days we've broke up.
did you even remember? I doubt so, i was thinking of you in fact everyday.
the feeling sucks, i'll still wait for you call, your text. And now a days no more.
i wondered why. Know what? I must be too strong that i can be friend with you.
i can choose to be enemy with you, i stopped that. Cause i believe we'll be good friend.
i teared while writing this post. Because i really miss us, the moment we met up.
either for movie, dinner, or slacking. I still love facing you, the feeling just too comfortable.
our 5 years plus of love why you can be so heartless to let it go without thinking back.
after today, i'll make everything change. & i must hold my words.
i sincerely wish that this year will pass faster and i'm gonna get rid monster out of my head.
next year will be a new year, i don't even want to dwell onto something that isn't worth.
i'm gonna let it totally go, i know that we wont be back together again.
but i just hope that our contact wont lost, i just have the urge to have contact with you everyday.
maybe it's just my use to it having you as part of my life.
as days goes by,
a part of me is going to be totally missing.
i wish you all the best for your life, ns life and so on.
my love for you seems like still exist, or maybe just use to it.
