.Saturday, January 21, 2012 ' 4:18 PM
Hunny's advance birthday
my life changed, when Jieren' Hunny appeared.
we knew each other since November when we're working @ expo.
didn't really talk much, just know that i always disturbed him.
out of a sudden we contracted frequently, texting almost everyday & we get somehow close.
i remembered the flower he gave, & how he asked me for being his girlfriend.
i appreciated everything he does for me, tolerate my damn temper, my everything.
it might be just starting, but i'm sure i will always remember him existing in my life
giving me a memorable days that my ex didn't really give.
wanted to surprise him for his birthday yesterday with more people, things cock up.
and all thanks just left 4 person included me. My mood was really turned off.
i just wish that he appreciate what have i done for him, i may not be the girl he ask for.
but i'm trying so hard to get into relationship again, without getting hurt once more.
dearest hunny just wanna tell you, i love you. i'll try to be the best girlfriend.
i wish i had never met you then there would be no need impress you.
no need to want you. No need for loving you. No need for crying over you.
no need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises.
no need for crying myself to sleep. No need for acting like you care.
no need, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.
but when i think back, without my past. I wouldn't have learn my lesson & move on with life.
it teaches me no matter what problem i meet, problem will be solve sooner or later.
i will never be the past me, because its dead.
story of breakup: Why did i break up with him? Oh well, its like, once i sat down
and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor,
it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together.
and even i tried really hard, the pieces, they were two different puzzles.
pay no attention to those who talk behind your back;
it only means that you're two steps ahead of them.
we knew each other since November when we're working @ expo.
didn't really talk much, just know that i always disturbed him.
out of a sudden we contracted frequently, texting almost everyday & we get somehow close.
i remembered the flower he gave, & how he asked me for being his girlfriend.
i appreciated everything he does for me, tolerate my damn temper, my everything.
it might be just starting, but i'm sure i will always remember him existing in my life
giving me a memorable days that my ex didn't really give.
wanted to surprise him for his birthday yesterday with more people, things cock up.
and all thanks just left 4 person included me. My mood was really turned off.
i just wish that he appreciate what have i done for him, i may not be the girl he ask for.
but i'm trying so hard to get into relationship again, without getting hurt once more.
dearest hunny just wanna tell you, i love you. i'll try to be the best girlfriend.
i wish i had never met you then there would be no need impress you.
no need to want you. No need for loving you. No need for crying over you.
no need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises.
no need for crying myself to sleep. No need for acting like you care.
no need, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.
but when i think back, without my past. I wouldn't have learn my lesson & move on with life.
it teaches me no matter what problem i meet, problem will be solve sooner or later.
i will never be the past me, because its dead.
story of breakup: Why did i break up with him? Oh well, its like, once i sat down
and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor,
it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together.
and even i tried really hard, the pieces, they were two different puzzles.
pay no attention to those who talk behind your back;
it only means that you're two steps ahead of them.
