.Monday, January 30, 2012 ' 5:22 PM
Yes, I'm smiling.
But you're not the reason anymore.
oh it seems that i had neglected my blog for going 1 week.
have been busy working since 25th, finally today a off day.
so decided to stay @ home, i'm so getting lazy & lazier already.
even hunny said i'm a pig now, thanks lo! Influence by you!
probably gonna study business course in May, meanwhile just gonna find new part time job.
earn enough to return debts, give parents money & save up some for future.
life seriously hard to survive, i'm like so going mad living in such reality world.
hope hunny could get into dragon boat as CCA, can see tan & fit handsome boy soon.
it sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos,
old text messages, even old statuses and it brings a smile to your face,
but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn't be looking back,
but you can't help it because they really mean something to you
and you thought it would of lasted. Now i've totally ignore the text, facebook message.
or i really let down my dearest hunny a lot, hunny know that i haven really get over.
rather getting angry or disappointed he encouraged me. You're the best hunny.
promise i would try my best to get over and put everything behind.
someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be,
how moody you can get, how hard you are to handle,
but still wants you in your life.
girl: you stayed, even when i tried to push you away, you never left.
i don't know what made you stay, but i'm glad you're here.
boy: i'm here because i know how happy we make each other.
i know that i don't want anyone else but you.
i never will, it will always be you.
admit it, we changed each other.
i want to hear your voice, make you laugh,
talk to you all night, just want you.
have been busy working since 25th, finally today a off day.
so decided to stay @ home, i'm so getting lazy & lazier already.
even hunny said i'm a pig now, thanks lo! Influence by you!
probably gonna study business course in May, meanwhile just gonna find new part time job.
earn enough to return debts, give parents money & save up some for future.
life seriously hard to survive, i'm like so going mad living in such reality world.
hope hunny could get into dragon boat as CCA, can see tan & fit handsome boy soon.
it sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos,
old text messages, even old statuses and it brings a smile to your face,
but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn't be looking back,
but you can't help it because they really mean something to you
and you thought it would of lasted. Now i've totally ignore the text, facebook message.
or i really let down my dearest hunny a lot, hunny know that i haven really get over.
rather getting angry or disappointed he encouraged me. You're the best hunny.
promise i would try my best to get over and put everything behind.
someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be,
how moody you can get, how hard you are to handle,
but still wants you in your life.
girl: you stayed, even when i tried to push you away, you never left.
i don't know what made you stay, but i'm glad you're here.
boy: i'm here because i know how happy we make each other.
i know that i don't want anyone else but you.
i never will, it will always be you.
admit it, we changed each other.
i want to hear your voice, make you laugh,
talk to you all night, just want you.
