.Monday, February 27, 2012 ' 10:45 PM
Sometimes i wonder, why i even bother.
well, 2 more days which is Wednesday i'll be start schooling already.
wanted to upgrade myself but again feel boring while studying.
afraid that i might not be able to catch up, really need to work super hard this time.
not gonna waste any money again, finally learnt my lesson after influence by people.
drifted with some friends, by not meeting up for quite a long time & rejected some too.
now a days totally don't really have the mood to go out, probably no work and no money.
mood also turned off very easily, yes and lucky hunny is always there to cheer me up
with that irritating, sickening silly action. Really feel lucky to have this cute hunny with me.
no matter what attitude, temper i gave. Never gets angry with me, don't know his sohai or what.
but it shows that his really giving in to me a lot a lot, never failed to.
this silly boy never fail to send me anniversary text, even if his just beside me.
after all the broken hearts, i've finally figured out the problem.
i fall in love a little too late, i guard my heart like some kind of castle.
i don't let them in when they want, i wait until they're long gone,
then i realize they were the one i wanted all along.
being happy does not mean that everything is perfect.
it means you've decided to see life beyond the imperfections.
don't say you're happy because everything is alright,
but be happy because while everything's complicated.
you're still doing fine.
true friend will laugh at you when they find your flaws.
they will advice you when they know you are wrong.
they will feel happy for you when you are in the right way.
they will cry when you give away your life.
they understand you more than yourself.
they will be your everything when you think you are nothing.
if you have good friends, no matter how much life is sucking, they can make you laugh.
if you love someone,
you better be ready to prove it
because love is not a noun to be defined.
but a verb to be acted upon.
look in the mirror and tell yourself that you can be someone,
don't let anyone crush your dream, but most of all,
always remember that if you try hard and keep at it,
you will eventually reach your long life dream.
hold onto hope, and never for one second doubt yourself!
sometimes
you waste so much time fighting for what you had,
but you don't even realize its not worth having anymore.
