.Thursday, March 22, 2012 ' 3:24 PM
I am in need of a hug.
But from not just anyone,
i want one from you.
well, i'm back. Have been real busy since work and studies started.
the only time i can rest are just Saturday, Sunday.
don't wanna elaborate much about my work or studies.
just wanna make things clear to you Jie Ren.
i really really don't know what had happened to us, it's like everything happen for a reason.
i know i care too much, i control too much. That's because i really really care for you.
it's just 2 months and we ended up like that. I admitted, it really affected me like shit!
but i can swear and guarantee that i really love you, i don't use you.
i don't know who brainwashed you or stuff, but if things aren't meant to be then so be it.
as long as you're happy with your life and doing well for everything.
and still remember to go school EVERYDAY! So yah, maybe still can be friend!
i can pretend all i want that i don't care but at the end of the day,
i know i will always care. Sometimes, i tell myself that maybe i should just stop hoping.
that little piece of hope we all hold on to. Being your girl, that's all i want.
we couldn't justify the reason why we fall out of love
just as we couldn't define how we fall in love.
giving someone all of your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back.
if i can just make everything fall where it should be, i would.
if i could make life better for you, i would. But i can't.
all i can do is to let you know that mine has been better because of you.
heaven is a place
on earth with you.
