.Sunday, April 15, 2012 ' 11:07 PM
Boys with sense of humor.
had a date with Jianwei, he came over to my house downstairs to find me.
and trained down together to his house, waited for him to bathe and prepared.
he prepared maggie for both of us, while watching his brother's wedding video.
was suppose to go zoo! Ended up, heavy downpour! And my zoo trip cancelled.
changed of plan, trained down to Bishan for movie. There's a lot of movie we wanna watch.
still i told him i wanna watch Dance Street 2 more, so he watched with me.
this boy over here, chatted with him yesterday and i realize he really grown up.
the way he speak, the action he do. It's not like the past, and can't accept the facts that
he is actually my favorite ex that i once loved! The childish him still looked cute.
reached Jp, accompany him get his act cute earring, and we went off separate way.
reached home, changed up, hair tied & went out again.
had cycling with friends, slacked till 10plus pm then decided to start cycling.
all the way till Chinese Garden. i swear, that bike really sucks.
leg cramping, tiring. And super pekche with it, still managed to ride all the whole journey.
catch fish fish. I'm like going there to feed mosquito with my own blood.
keep scratching here, and there like monkey. Cycled back to Jp for Mac.
talk cock, and slacked until almost 7am then reach home.
bathe, hair dry and lie on bed till 4pm! But still sleepy, have been sleeping so little for that few days.
do a lot of housework for my mum today, since she's feeling not well.
at this timing, the boy that is inside my this picture called me. Speaking so softly.
because he used his phone secretly! Stupid boy, haha.
i don't want to wake up anymore.
i don't want to get out of my bed and i don't want to keep on trying and
i don't want to fail anymore.
i just want to give up, i just want to go away, or disappear and
i want to stay like that for a while, yeah. i'd like that a whole lot.
stupidest thinking that i ever saw:
' i just still have a little hope maybe you can start loving me again,
and my phone will vibrate and i'll see your name and you'll say i'm sorry, i love you
or something to make me smile and everything can be okay again.'
if you're tired, take a rest.
if you're in pain, stop the pain from aching.
if you're crying, it's time to give up.
but if you're dead, how can you ever revive?
