.Sunday, April 8, 2012 ' 8:51 PM
Feeling don't go away,
people do.
woke up quite early today, should be going pula ubin today.
but because i couldn't wake up on time, so trip was cancelled.
and leelim missed call me for like 50 times!! Haha, well i'm a pig! Highest record.
changed plan to Haw Par Villa instead, but somethings happened.
and well, i already prepared and ended up not going out.
so i went to bed instead, woke up at 4plus, and then send brother to camp & dinner with family.
boring Sunday, but nevermind. At least i got to rest myself, still lazy study.
you once told me that your tolerance level are super high.
but i can even pass your tolerance level, how cool am i?
maybe like what people said, i've crawl up to your head.
you wrote that you're at the end of your tolerance, don't force you.
to me i think that you don't even need to tolerate my nonsense, force you?
i won't, like what i say if we are meant to be together we will.
you're just like forcing yourself to accept me, i don't know if that was love.
i don't like you to treat me cold, and hot. It's really too random without reason.
right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you.
they're lonely, they're missing somebody.
they're in love with someone they probably shouldn't be in love with.
they have secrets you wouldn't believe.
they wish, dream, hope, and they look out the window whenever they're in the
car or bus or on train & they watch people on the streets & wonder what they've been through.
they wonder if you & you could tell them everything & they would understand.
you're never alone.
people always ask ' do you still like him '
honestly, i don't know. But i do know there's just something about him
i can't let go & i don't wanna lose him.
' i miss you ' this 3 words, i didn't see or hear it for a very long time.
i don't know why, and i don't wish to know.
i don't know things between us will change, or had changed.
i just want us to be at the honeymoon period all the time.
no quarrels, no fights, no scolding. No anything, just lovely.
late night talks
where you confess everything.