.Sunday, May 27, 2012 ' 7:00 PM
SINGLE
a drama free life.
on the friday night at prawning session with some beautiful girl, handsome hunk.
i managed to catch one prawn can, i happy like mad although it's just a small one.
they call him didi! ): cause it's super small compared to evon's sister prawn!
chilling, chatting, laughing, nonsense all the way. It's pretty cool enjoying myself there.
left at around 2plus am, decided to have supper at 651.
that handsome hunk ride me on bike! Wow wow wow, its my first time on the bike.
i swear its so cooling on that bike, and shiok! So wanna get a motor license.
but do your think my parents will approve? Definitely a NO!
as for yesterday slept until afternoon, nua here and there awhile went to preapre,
and meet my boyfriend, brought my sister along to have dinner at Taman Jurong.
as usual ordered stingray, veg and boyfriend ordered a plate of french fries.
we ate like a super full and went to pack for our family and cab home.
delivered food home and went to boyfriend's house, nua awhile and off to meet Evon.
slacked, talk cock. I realized only at the night we girls managed to heart to heart talk.
and knew a little things that 'he' hide from me, till now. But its okay, everything is over.
i don't know how people can forget those memories they once had like a used tissue.
just simply threw it away and its over, haha. I learnt a lot a lot for this few months.
as for today whole day nua-ing at home, stomach cramp. Lazy to go out also.
i met a lot of problems in life. Regarding about relationship, friendship, studies or work.
and i learnt a lot through all of these failure, studies failed, relationship failed,
work failed, left friendship. As for some friendship i already gave up.
cause i'm not gonna be the one who contact them to let them remember me.
if they've the heart, they should remember me themself.
work? i don't know why things ended up in this way, but i've made up my mind.
for not turning into a perm staff. I can't stand people like having two different faces.
people who understand me well knew what temper i've.
my temper really super bad, that no one can stand me. Even how a person say he/she
had a very high tolerance of a person, still i can get over that limit. Cool? Yesss.
as for today, i made up my mind of trying so hard to take a step forward to contact a person.
well, i don't know what the hell the person treating me as. But i no longer bother.
my text stated very clearly, and for just a normal text you couldn't reply. That's the end.
how many times i told myself that okay, its enough. But i still kept on trying.
till today i finally think and think it all over again, it should end here. today.
it sucks when you miss that person so much that you look through old photos,
old text messages, even old statuses. And it brings a smile to your face,
but then the hurt comes back and you know you shouldn't be looking back,
but you can't help it because they really meant something to you
and you thought it would be lasted.
why waste your time getting hurt by someone,
when there's someone else out there waiting to make you happy?
twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do
than by ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines.
sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.
Explore, Enjoy, Dream, Discover.
learn to enjoy every min of your life. Be happy now.
don't wait for something outside of yourself to make you happy in the future.
think how really precious is the time you've to spend, whether it's at work or with your family.
every min should be enjoyed and savored.
i feel like now, i should come with a warning lable:
"if you don't want to stick around in my life then, don't even bother
introducing yourself. I can't get hurt anymore."
you and i, maybe one day.
the truth is,
if i could be with anyone.
it'd still be you.
