.Thursday, July 19, 2012 ' 1:18 PM
My thoughts are drowning me.
the reason why i'm here typing nonsense again because i'm real bored.
currently rottening in office, everyone went out for lunch.
i don't have the mood to join them so decided stay in office and rot instead.
everyday having same routinue is really destroying my life, bored, bored & bored.
oh yah, on the monday i decided to text someone to see if we're friends.
to what i expected and yes from his reply i can feel that he don't bother.
so i choose to stop texting, i mean what's the use?
he don't even fucking bother to ask like how's my life and so.
probably its a wrong move for me to step forward first, but its okay. At least i tried.
some people supported me, some asked me not to try. But i followed myself.
i thought result will be different from what i think, but too bad is what i expected.
i used few weeks courage to text you, only second text and i decided to stop everything.
i've to admit that we're strangers now, but still strangers with memories.
all the best for your life, future. Everytime, i wanted to care but i can't.
is already beyond the line that i can, i stand nowhere.
looking back you realize that a very special person passed brieftly
through your life and that person was him/her.
the choices you make now, the people you surrounded with,
they all have the potential to affect your life, even who you are, forever.
you can't expect to find this amazing person if you're not growing
and becoming a better person yourself.
the harvest depends on the seed itself.
goodbyes make you think.
they make you realize what you've lost,
what you have and what you took for granted.
never ignore a person who loves you and cares for you.
one day you may realize you've lost the moon while counting stars.
being single is better than being
in an unfaithful relationship.
