.Wednesday, July 11, 2012 ' 11:27 PM
The only thing standing in between
you and me is reality.
well, my life still the same in a mess. Don't even know how to solve it either.
had a mock test for accounting on last monday, i guess i screwed everything also.
totally question mark inside my this pea brain, i swear if i can eat my brain i'll!
teacher gave us 2.5hours to complete but after 1hour i left with leelim already.
everyday feeling tired, insomnia for that previous few days.
i met someone that i feel comfortable to chat with, get along with, it's a guy.
but sooner or later, some lil things he did that made me no longer trust.
i really can't bring myself to trust any guys again, never.
i realize i get bored of a person very soon, probably loses hope.
don't wish to elaborate more, maybe more on my next post.
i want to be the girl you'll be proud of, i wanna be the girl in your cellphone wallpaper.
i want to be the girl whom you'll introduce proudly to your friends and family,
i want to be the girl whom your sister will love, and i want to be the girl whom
your mother will want for you. If only all of these will come true.
you'll make me the luckiest girl in the world.
just love me for who i am, no matter how bitchy i act at times,
no matter how i dress like a slut, or no matter how my hair mess up.
thank you for accepting me, thank you for always being there.
it's kinda fucked up isn't it?
how out of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again.
no reason, no explanation, no words said.
they just leave you like hanging like you never meant shit to them,
and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.
sometimes it's so hard and
i just want to un-meet you. 