.Sunday, July 12, 2015 ' 4:54 PM
If he's the right guy he won't leave
everything ended in a blink.
would like to thanks the jerk for playing with my feeling.
treated me as a spare tire when his lonely and when the girlfriend is not in Singapore.
i am stupid and naive to believe everything that he said.
brought hopes to me and then throw me hard on the ground when he no longer needed me.
so the history repeated, cried for the jerk every single day.
get emotional anytime, break down anytime and anywhere.
i'm glad that i got friends around to companion me, cheer me up.
i guess this time my heart have to closed up again.
and then i found out how hard it is to really change.
even hell can get comfy once you have settled in.
i just wanted the numb inside me to leave.
how matter how fucked you get, there's always hell when you come back down.
the funny thing is, all i wanted i already had.
there's glimpse of heaven in everyday.
in the friends i have, the music i make, the love that i feel.
i just had to start again.
the past is past.
don't let it to kill you.
get over bad things that happened.
it's gone.
people changed.
memories remain.
but it's time to move on.
